~ MIND'S SURPRISE
- I am the wind that blows o'er the sea;
I am the wave of the deep;
I am the bull of seven battles;
I am the eagle on the rock;
I am the tear of the sun;
I am the fairest of plants;
I am a boar for courage;
I am a salmon in the water;
I am a lake in the plain;
I am the word of knowledge;
I am the head of the battle-dealing spear;
I am the god who fashions fire in the head.
I am the thought.
Word within the word,
The unheard melody,
The spirit ditties of no tone.
The spiritualisation of the senses,
A restoration of the unsullied
Sense-activity of man in paradise.
The word in ecstasy,
The void in creation,
The ecstasy of nothingness,
The creative word.
Get the nothingness
Back into words.
The aim is words
With nothing to them;
Words that point beyond
Themselves rather than
To themselves; transparencies,
Translucencies, empty words.
A word constricted as a Black Hole,
With infinite gravity,
Attracting time, light and speech,
Corresponding to the void in things.
Through the word of words,
To dissolve the solid meanings,
And find the true significance.
To dissipate the empty gravity
And enter the total gravity,
To let the light not on but in.
To illuminate and ventilate,
Let words be filled with Light and Air.
Let there be Light,
Let there be superconsciousness
Through creative ecstasy,
The spiritual, noetic, pneumatic,
Airy body, filled with nothing
But ecstasy; takes flight,
For heaven, for the Universe.
A pregnant emptiness.
Object-loss, world-loss,
Is the precondition for all creation.
Creation is in or
Out of the void; ex nihilo.
Creation is out of nothing:
The unreal awakens me
Out of the sleep of reality.
Imagination is a better artist
Than imitation;
For where one craves only
What she has seen,
The other craves what
She has not seen.









6 Comments:
To have no curve of mood is as unhealthy as having extreme fluctuations. Still, extreme fluctuations are necessary to alter your state of consciousness and achieve a positive mental reaction. One extreme is necessary, that is.
Beyond elation lies ecstasy. Beyond depression lies disaster.
There is no single word to describe the state that occurs when an individual cannot cope with his life. Nothing is of interest, a desperate flight from reality is sought, and almost any means that promises a turn in the opposite direction is welcome.
The lack of lust for life, the lack of interest for anything and everything whether it is attainable or not, are some of the crucial elements in this state beyond depression. Perhaps disillusionment is a more appropriate word to describe it.
We live in a world of shattered hopes of the future. No one likes to live in such a state for very long. Thus the desirable action is to turn in the opposite direction...
...At first the disillusioned artificial means such as smoking, alcohol, games, entertainment in the general sense, but the impression weakens soon and a stronger antidote against disillusionment is sought.
The next step is to seek out a state of elation. This state can be reached through stronger stimulation: hard sex, thrills, danger, games of chance, exhibitionism, sometimes even cruelty. Eventually a moment is reached when even these stimuli no longer suffice to satisfy the craving for excitement, which alone promises escape from the deep-seated inner state of disillusionment. It is drugs, then, as the final solution to release the individual from the abyss...while they last.
Then it’s chaos.
So: better stay with me and sing!
Wow you are emotionally intellectual beyond belief. This is such a passionate statement. It really moved me deep. I battled depression and everyone around me tried to make me take the drugs and I told them verbatim that I would not, for I would lose my lust for life...
I felt so misunderstood. It seems as though someone understands....
Thanks for sharing this.
So you stay with me and sing?
Brava: chanter ne fait jamais mal!
I sing so loud, I sing so much, but I wonder, am I heard?
good question, I keep asking myself too...
an analogy with John the Baptist comes to mind..."I am the voice of one calling in the desert..."
so much desert around us---
Well I suppose we shall only be heard if we continue to sing....quench each others thirst....
Sing louder.....
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